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Who we Are

by Edgar Derby

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1.
Who we Are 03:44
Desert skies and lady fair I dreamt about your long brown hair And when the moon reflects off of those white sands I know I will be home soon To put in action all my plans To get to work with stronger hands I’m counting on the simple fact That we can’t help being who we are You can’t control who you’ll be Any more than I can stop being me Mountain silhouetted dawn The wellspring which I’ve drawn upon Whenever times seem like they are wavering It’s right to atone for crimes And await the judgment of a king Forgiveness is such a paltry thing I’m counting on the simple fact That we can’t help being who we are You can’t control who you’ll be Any more than I can stop being me Am I ocean or am I land A white-capped wave or a pile of sand And if the stars could tell you their deepest fears Would you listen from afar And make an ocean out of tears Construct a poem from the jeers I’m counting on the simple fact That we can’t help being who we are You can’t control who you’ll be Any more than I can stop being me We can’t help being who we are We can’t help being who we are
2.
I met an actress from Big Spring We talked about many things I played a banjo song for her She forgot where we were I met a red-headed ballerina Up on her toes, you should’ve seen her I played a guitar song for her And the rest is just a blur Some people say all roads lead away from yourself Into the woods to find somebody else I don’t know where they grow that magic mushroom Maybe they’re just looking for too much, too soon I met a chess-playing girl in the smog She wore glasses and she lived with frogs I never played any music for her She hopped away like she didn’t even care Some people say all roads lead away from yourself Into the woods to find somebody else I don’t know where they grow that magic mushroom Maybe they’re just looking for too much, too soon Maybe they’re just trying too hard Maybe they’re just trying too hard Maybe they’re just trying too hard Maybe they’re just trying too hard
3.
We tend to save for better days And look for someone else to blame They might conceive of better ways You or me, it’s all the same Our tendencies are here to stay We’ll just break the rules to the game Our ploys don't change the way we play Out the same door through which we came There’s still time to change for tomorrow to be okay So it went today, but tomorrow’s another way Or so they say No black no white it’s all just grey The fortuitous renounce their fame Well one of these days I just may Grow a beard and change my name There’s still time to change for tomorrow to be okay So it went today, but tomorrow’s another way Or so they say
4.
Los Alamos 03:31
I drove up to Santa Fe I had work to do, ain’t no time to play I rolled down through Albuquerque Just in time to get in your way You parked your little black car right in the middle of the street I came ‘round a bend, my guitar flew out of her seat You took your sweet ol’ time but you were already beat I knew it was just a matter of when I’d sweep you off your feet I took a wrong left turn, it was the right way to go, oh – oh Drivin’ up them mountaintops in New Mexico, oh – oh Oh those desert skies and moonshining hills, oh – oh Waiting on the sunrise to make sense of what’s real I remember the night I sat under that big Ponderosa That was about the time I could feel it getting closer I picked a Primrose from the ground and a Braeburn from a tree I addressed you by name and asked you to dance with me Maybe we’re trying too hard I drove down to Los Alamos Still had work to do but it was oh so close I rolled up to be a good host Just in time to meet with their ghosts I took a wrong left turn, it was the right way to go, oh – oh Drivin’ up them mountaintops in New Mexico, oh – oh Oh those desert skies and moonshining hills, oh – oh Waiting on the sunrise to make sense of what’s real Waiting on the sunrise to make sense of what’s real Waiting on the sunrise to make sense of what’s real
5.
Poetry ain’t so natural to me Sometimes birds just fly by Purple, pink, inky-blue, tangerine Sometimes that’s just the sky There ain’t no reason why There ain’t no reason why Thirty times we’ve circled ‘round this spot Passing judgements all the while Just because the stove doesn’t feel hot Doesn’t mean you should smile There ain’t no reason why There ain’t no reason why They’d like to say they left it up to me They tried to say they gave it a chance They hoped and prayed their lullaby would soothe me Even a poet comes unstuck in time I’d like to think that I make you chuckle But really, you just love to laugh The rain brings out that sweet honeysuckle The flowers taking a bath There ain’t no reason why There ain’t no reason why You’d like to say you left it up to me You tried to say you gave it a chance You hoped and prayed your lullaby would soothe me Even a poet comes unstuck in time
6.
Manhattan 02:58
Waitin’ for New York City to come straight down to me Waitin’ for my baby to show up today Waitin’ for her pretty face to brighten up my world Waitin’ is all I do but it sure beats going home Well I’ve been waitin’ till I’m blue for her hop skip jump home Waitin’ for my baby to come back from where she roams Well I’ve been waitin’, girl, just for you and your little dog, too Watin’ is all I do but it’s always something new See the fire, feel the ire, be a luminary Keep on working in Manhattan even when it’s scary I’ve been waitin’, New York City, it’s raining in the desert Clouds and lightning hide the starlight, be a luminary We’ve been waitin’ in this desert for that big bright sunshine Waitin’ all together and now it’s almost time Waitin’, one, two, three, for that Trinity “Needing danger to be good"; "Bones to philosophy”! Waitin’ till we’re blue, waitin’ is all we do Waitin’ for that bomb to make a big bang boom
7.
At Odds 04:23
What you choose is your choice You do what you’ll do I’ve got no voice I’ve got no voice It’s not art until someone applauds That’s why I don’t like to know the odds Why are we at odds? Why are we at odds? Every time that you come around I’m not allowed to make a sound That you can hear Why is that, dear? All I’ve ever done is sing you songs And when a comet appears We both looked up And everything stopped I don’t wanna let you down I don’t wanna let you down I don’t wanna let you down I don’t wanna lift you up I don’t wanna lift you up I’m not clever enough to be The villain that you see There’s not enough Time to be that rough Every time that I come along I wish I could make everything wrong But try as I might Everything’s right I don’t wanna let you down I don’t wanna let you down I don’t wanna let you down I don’t wanna lift you up I don’t wanna lift you up What you choose is your choice You do what you’ll do I don’t wanna let you down I don’t wanna let you down
8.
Cavaliers 04:39
Cactus blossom, spiny flower falling to the ground Sunshine, awesome atom power falling to the ground Rockslide sand grain little boulder falling to the ground Something man-made getting older falling to the ground Rivets, solder, goose egg candle falling to the ground Sons and daughters, suitcase handle falling to the ground Bricks and mortar, scorching sunburn falling to the ground Feather-sporting, laughing wonder falling to the ground We ain’t nothing but cavaliering Cavaliers We ain’t nothing but Devil-spearing Devil Spears Cavaliering Cavaliers Devil-spearing Devil Spears We ain’t nothing but cavaliering Cavaliers We ain’t nothing but Devil-spearing Devil Spears We ain’t nothing but cavaliering Cavaliers We ain’t nothing but Devil-spearing Devil Spears
9.
Dresden 03:06
We’ve been here for too long It’s time we moved along And if you sing a song Take your time, don’t get it wrong We’ve borne some wretched times Flown by such precious lines When the wind sounds your chimes Nevermind, everything’s fine Let a flame warm your soul Let it burn oh so slow Watch it melt, let it go Let a flame warm your soul We’ve seen the sky blue sky Through clouds of red and white Yet no one dares ask why You can’t hear a blackbird fly Let a flame warm your soul Let it burn oh so slow Watch it melt, let it go Let a flame warm your soul Let a flame warm your soul Let it burn oh so slow Watch it melt, let it go Let a flame warm your soul
10.
It all depends upon perception Relationships between things You can see it as deception Or something fascinating And to go a new direction To shift that tidal swing A defined acceleration A push against what’s pulling When it’s time to make corrections And deal with what the winter brings A breakdown in communication Leaves your sharp tongue lolling When you seek repatriation Is the compassion lacking? Are you adhered to this conviction? Did you remove the paper backing? And when we all get to share where we’ve been Elucidate on the things we have seen What will it mean? I make no differentiation Between what the birds will sing When they express appreciation Or when they take to the wing If you’ve missed the dispensation The bombardier’s still waiting Just raise your naked adoration For something else worth wasting And when you all get to share where you’ve been Elucidate on the things you have seen What will it mean? What will it mean? What will it mean?
11.
There’s a smiling moon tonight Swimming across the inky-blue sky A planet shines, jewel-bright I used to know her name, maybe that’s why A comet appeared for us Drifting across the sky-black sky It was so dangerous But I taught you her name, there ain’t no reason why Come on and find your voice Give a name to the wind that rolls by You know you’ve got a choice Take your time while you’re singing your song I’ll wait until you’re ready for me to sing along There’s a man at the slaughterhouse Digging his way through rubble and char I said goodbye to the opera house It’s where I first met you and wondered who we are Come on and find your voice Give a name to the wind that rolls by You know you’ve got a choice Take your time while you’re singing your song I’ll wait until you’re ready for me to sing along Come on and find your voice Come on and find your voice Come on and find your voice

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Edgar Derby's debut LP

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released November 3, 2017

Edgar Derby: vocals, guitars, resonators, bass, banjo, ukulele, harmonica, spoons
Ben Jackson: drums, percussion
Allie Farris: guest vocals on Los Alamos

Recorded 27 July through 02 August, 2016, at East End Studios in Mount Juliet, TN

Engineered and mixed by Ben Jackson
Mastered by Frank Gagliardi

Cover art adapted from Mondschein, Dresden by Johan Christian Dahl

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Edgar Derby is a hobo-folk act based in Denton, Texas.

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